Burnt out

‘These are the Hands’ is a newly released anthology which features poems written by professionals connected to the NHS as well as leading UK poets. Th project was conceived and lead by Dr Katie Amiel and the Emergency Poet. My poem ‘Burnt Out’ was motivated by a report recording stress and burn out among doctors and medical students, and the impact on their mental health. Videos of readings from the anthology are also available below.
He grew skin like armour
and steered conversation
to fend off attention.
As hours started blurring;
his friendships unravelled,
relationships crumbled.
He battled the feelings,
would never acknowledge
this wasn’t his failing.
Then nights began burning;
he drained wine like coffee
to cope with the next shift.
He clipped on a work smile
and colleagues remembered
him never complaining.
When anyone queried,
he stiffened the face mask
and was always fine, thanks.